===1===

its another day where i had almost drown my self in sorrow, the sorrow in losing you and you not wanting to do anything with me.

i have known you for quite sometime and i have lost myself in knowing you, i have lost love before you met me and i have lost hope for loving again but you came and show me the way... you show me what love is and you show me how wonderful it is to be love. to know your worth something and that some is there loving you.

i have taken it for granted for there were issue where in which i was not prepared to face. i was in a situation where in its not easy to leave. but before i want us to go fort and pursue our relationship i have hope to fix this issue and know the real value of my love for you... i was wrong i have taken you for granted... i was wrong i have not reciprocate what you have felt for me,,, i tried so hard in my part to do so but it was not just still enough for you for there are some factors that's holding me back. i have feared that i might hurt you even more, but my fear come to reality and i had hurt you where in which it came to a point that you stop loving me and started regretting every thing about me. so if this time came that i will be losing you i am to blame for i did not value your love... even though i have explained you what are my reasons... losing you will be hard for me but what can i do...

WHAT CAN I REALLY DO? siguro nga wala